Back To December.

How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
Hello there, has been extremely long since this deserted, unviewed blog has been updated.
Am in the middle of holiday moods.
Full of boredom, fun, depression, excitement.
One holiday to not forget.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.
It's the day after the fifteenth of December.
Take note of that date. Observe this.
SIXTEENTH OF DECEMBER. 16.12.2010.
Look at that.
Seems like time just passed too quickly for me to even breathe.
So this is me swallowing my pride,
I remember how I was just that little junior in school,
"Oh, hey look! It's Justin's sister!"
But now it's just.
"Hi, Vanessa."
Everything's changed. Everything has moved on.
...standing in front of you saying I'm for that night
Opening my squinted eyes after a long sleep late in the morning,
Tapping my fingers on this very keyboard,
interacting with my friends,
on Facebook and Twitter,
Muching to bits I'd fine in the kitchen here and there,
and yes, I've gained a kilo or two. Yes, I have.
These are the holidays. This is the real deal.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Productive things I have done/ been doing/ done
during the holidays.
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
Coral Camp.
How is it productive? Learnt to be independent, music.
Bonus benefits? Fun. Lots.
Caroling.
How is it productive? Brings in Christmas spirit, learnt Christmas songs which benefits me as a Christian.
Bonus benefits? Fun, benefits my free time.
I'd go back to December all the time.
This is one , very beneficialness post,
and I apologize if I have wasted a minute of your life reading this.
Danke, do visit again.
Back to December by Taylor Swift.